Recent thoughts about my life...

I was at the clinic the other day and when i went in my doctor said ' eh? u cut your hair? no more visual kei hair?' i was like 'wha..?' lol and of all the people to discuss visual kei with it was my doctor LOL! he was quite surprised i was entering commandos. to be honest even i had the 'wtf' face when i got the letter. i had my PES downed from A to B L1 cos i had a minor op done on my left eye 2 years ago. I hav a 6/6 in each eye though. I remember when i went for the op.. fuck i was awake the whole time when they brought the knife to my eye.. anyways i think most of u dont wanna hear the rest. when i got out my vision was still quite blur and i couldnt see shit out of that eye for the nxt few weeks. They didnt give me a pirate eye patch tho. i think girls go crazy over guys with pirate eye patches. LOL. anyway back to topic. my dad was realy pissed off i got assigned to the commandos instead because my initial enlistment letter stated i was to be sent to BMTC 3 in Tekong. But i got the 2nd letter abt a week later saying i was to report to SOTAC in Pasir Ris it came with the green paper stating Commando Training Institute and my dad just blew his top heh. well i can see why he's concerned.. hes colleague at work has a son in commandos who dislocated his shoulder after a parachute jump. instant downgrade to Armor Division. obviously i wanna be careful and not let the same shit happen to me. recently tho i guess he just came to accept it. He's been telling me it might be gd since not many ppl get selected anyway. And that since im such a sissy now it might be gd training for me. lolz. ive been spending alot of time with my family these few days. been going jogging with my dad in the evenings. ive been laying off beer for the past few weeks. im sipping moscato wine as im typing now tho haha. anyway im fking hungry after my run earlier im gonna hav my dinner now maybe ill post more stuff later.